indication of disease

A trip to the local bank this afternoon run predominantly by the locals of a certain privileged ethnicity served a disconcerting reminder that I absolutely must obtain a citizenship of a civilised nation and leave this malaise nation for good.

wedding website?

A moment ago we were having conversations over baileys in the deep of winter on my kitchen benchtop and now she's halfway round the globe planning for her upcoming wedding.

Time sure goes by quickly, but hey... she sure still puts a smile on my face like always.

getting lost to find myself?

To be completely honest I am feeling rather unsure at the present moment. Going back to Australia is certainly what I wanted but to embark on a 3 year Master degree is still a rather big step for me to take. I could imagine that many would kill for the chance to return to uni but for me it means having to start all over again and I couldn’t help but to feel a little left out in my career. By the time I’m done with the degree, I’ll be 5 years behind my peers. It probably won’t bother me as much then as it is right now because I know that I can only do so much at the present. I can’t help but to feel tormented as it seems that for every step forward I take, I will inevitably have to take almost a full step back. The past 1 half years have been such a mess. I pray real hard things will be a little bit clearer once I get back to Melbourne.