Clarity, Reason, Meaning.

When the first cited becomes apparent, the reason starts to get questioned and ultimately, meaning is lost, or rather, altered. Incidents of the past few weeks perhaps have made me see the many things that have apparently appeared so skewed in my eyes. Realisation has never been so tormenting and so unforgiving, in the sense that it made me really ponder upon the many things and thoughts which I have held on so strongly onto. There weren’t even close that what I thought they were, if at most, they were just probably a highly romanticised nostalgia which I’ve been playing too long too many times in my mind. Perhaps it was what it appeared to have been back then but the many years that have gone by, things has changed only, they remained the same with me.

Hopefully the fog is clearing and soon there will be light, for I’m more than eager to be basking in the sun.

It seems like all these while I was wrong after all and it is time to “her” to rest. For all that are way overdue and way over valued.