and, silence.

It all went pretty well and perhaps it was worth the insanity. Design’s officially over and I’m officially 24 only that it is dead quiet this time around.

Help!?

I had only an hour or so of sleep daily for the past 3 days and yet I’m way off schedule.

This semester is fast turning into a disaster!

Help!

The drawings have to be done on time and so does the model.
Time is running out quickly.

Pray for me.

Richard Cory

Design is still in limbo.

I battle addiction to ciggies again, one day prior to the day I quit a year ago.

I seek utopia and that’s none other than the not so distant past.

I feel like a failure of sorts.

..and the world outside thinks I’m oh so well.

Trust in His words

Today, I learnt that it is never too late to apologise and it is never too late to forgive.

...and action goes beyond words.

...and clarity comes from acceptance rather than questions.

One sang glory

One song
Glory
One song
Before I go
Glory
One song to leave behind
Find one song
One last refrain
Glory
From the pretty boy from Maine
Who wasted opportunities
One song
He had the world at his feet
Glory
In the eyes of a young girl
A young girl
Find glory
Beyond the cheap colored lights
One song
Before the sun sets
Glory -- on another empty life
Time flies -- time dies
Glory -- One blaze of glory
One blaze of glory -- glory
Find
Glory
In a song that rings true
Truth like a blazing fire
An eternal flame
Find
One song
A song about love
Glory
From the soul of a young man
A young man
Find
The one song
Before the virus takes hold
Glory
Like a sunset
One song
To redeem this empty life
Time flies
And then - no need to endure anymore
Time dies

-One Song Glory from Rent the Musical

E said it reminds her of me.

Mania

No more funky young egocentric tutors (who questions but know no answer) and not forgetting the eccentric old bastard (who still is fixated on letterboxes last I heard).

I finally figure it all out, it's all the matter of 'what if?' versus 'what is?'. I belong to the latter. Only if the tutors would understand. Then again, why whould they? Afterall they are after the 'what if?'.

Lost souls and poor me.