rough patch

I need to move in June but can't do so as I would need a car to travel to uni and work.
I can't buy a car until my work pays me.
Work has not been paying me for the past 2 months.
I hate being an architect more and more each day.
I equally hate being a full time post grad student in a course I don't see the value in.

I cannot do anything until I get my PR or a clear direction on if I could reapply for a PR.
I get frustrated at all of the above and it does affect my relationship.

Relationships are not easy (I have commitment fears).
Times like this I want to just fade off and disappear.