Wednesday, July 22, 2009

just like an old ex

I thank God for this the opportunity to be back in Melbourne. It surely seems surreal as in a sense feeling half familiar half foreign. Things here have definitely changed a bit in the last year and half while I was away. It sure seems like this is indeed a new chapter in an old, if not, familiar book.

I will have to take it one step at a time as this time around, I sure would want to get things done right.

Thursday, July 02, 2009

planes, the ocean, baileys, winter and ...

Perhaps it is my thoughts going on overdrive induced by suppressed anxiety as I just realised that I terribly miss relationships which provide significant conversational depth. It has been quite a while now since I have met any women who are able to engage in deep discourse or even steer a discussion towards that. No doubt, I find such engagement profoundly attractive.

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

admission

With just a week to go before I return to Melbourne as a full time student, I cannot deny that I am feeling bouts of insecurity at the moment.