Don't know why!?

I just do not know why so many out there lack imagination, determination and to actually see things in perspective; my parents included. I am not asking for a answer, nor do I expect them to agree, all I want is for them to hear me out, keep their views open and just listen and try to see things in my logic. It is neither a debate or an arguement, just a simple discourse. People are so simplisitic, they just can not see beyond the norn. So what If my dad made it in the rat race? He had to work very very dilligently for 24 years to get there, I watched every step he took in his career, I observed every pebble he turn over. It is nothing out of the norm, get a good education, join the rat race and slave yourself and you just might get lucky and enjoy some luxury when you are about to retire. No imagination and definately no determination, people just block off whatever they do not see as being the common without proper examination. Ever wondered how some of the fortunate few made it big? They refuse to think small and to me, the words "just finish off what you are doing, don't think so far ahead, just think of one step of a time" simply annoys the shit out of me!

Imagine

I feel constrained. What happened to those wings I had? I fell restrained, entangled in the web of everyday norm. Someone whisk me away to a better time where vanilla skies were never too far to taste. Somebody come grab my hand and gently lead me away to the every soothing evening breeze. Let the sunlight filter through autumn leaves and make play on you face. I will caress your hair, put them behind your ears, I will have my palm on the small of your back and walk you through the park. We’ll mind the puddles and find a bench. We shall sit and lick each other’s gelatos and watch the world go by.

I could write on but what’s the point? There’s none of those now, not anymore. Tomorrow will only be like any other most likely.

Shame.

If you happen to be of Malaysian and Chinese educated, do not read the following post because I will not offer any apology based on what I will be writing.

Chinese educated Malaysian, the majority are fucking morons. They have the ability and the intelligence to climb ahead in life but lack the essence of the little important things that makes up modern civilisation. Manners to begin with, obviously they aren’t as refined as the rest of the civilised society; they are simply rude. Chinese educated people tend to be well, alil closer to their roots, which makes them ignorant to norms of everyday life. Somehow or rather, it is apparent that most thinks the universe revolves around them and they can expect everything else to orbit around them. No sense of importance, no sense of urgency, no wonder all they do is fantasise their pin up pop idols and care very little about themselves or the people they interact with. Clearly this breed are of a lower level of society, or even more so, evolution. They aren’t dumb; they are just simply ignorant. They are hopeless and full of useless ideology, not all, but in general, most. Their culture is nothing more than mumbo jumbos symbolism and I have to say I truly despise my ethnicity and you can't blame me for that.