does she, does she not?

I don't know and I can't tell where this is going to head towards... the string of thoughts in my head is daunting and I sure am not enjoying the emotions that follow.

so different

...i really wonder y is it so easy this time to fall so deep into her and i so relentlessly let my guards down. i really wonder y

time

it's so easy to forget at times, to get drifted into the daily. it is during moments like that i feel as if i'm being left behind, missing my ride. i must admit that i miss the whole rush and excitement of the whole rat chase but yet at times like this i remind myself the reason why i am back in melbourne.

...it's just that it's tuff at times.

country bumpkin

...i just kept thinking of her and i'm thinking right now, isn't this too soon, how can it be that i miss her already?

bummer....
i know it's the right thing to do but still it makes me feel shit.

guess the right thing isn't always a feel good thing huh?

E.R.

...a surprise trip down to tralagon soon for some home baked cookies and some really old school romance?

Should I?