For love, for her.

I had for half a decade or so I had despised the church to the point of renouncing the legibility of the institution.

For my grandfather’s final sermon at his wake I was close to walking out because I resented the service and those giving it.

For her I pledge that if she ever came back I'll attend church again.

I already did. Attended a whole full length Sunday service with no reservations.

All these even before knowing if she will ever come back.