Anti-confusion

I suppose it is becoming clearer and clearer the distinction between J and me. Fuck. I suppose in the end it will just be another platonic friendship and nothing more. I hate it when things end up that way. What is it with me and attached woman and why does it always have to turn out this way? Retribution for what I’ve done? If it is, then when will it be over? It has been a while since I have truly had anything or anyone proper.