No longer

I can't find the skateboard park near the youth park.
It's probably no longer there.
I took a stroll along the familiar stairs that run from the back to the front of takashimaya.
I was overwhelmed with emotions I have buried for a long time.
I have yet to get to the quays, I might do so tomorrow.
I notice I've only been running away.
It is till too much for me to confront.
Even after all these years.