Dissapointed

Holding back as much as I could. Hate it when my mom gets affected whenever she talks about emotional stuff with people and after that hurls that bulk of emotions back at us family, especially me.

I just don't get it. Why can't she draw a dictinctive line between what concerns her and what does not? This is absolute unnecessary.

I don't need this shit. I'm only restraining from giving her a piece of my mind because it's chinese new year's eve (like I care shit! fuck culture) and beacuse my grandfather passed away earlier this week.

Counting the days till I fly off again in mid February. Get myself far away from this mess; I have my own deal with.