random melancholic

There are times when I feel as if time has stopped and I could step back into a particular moment instantaneously and let it be permanent for a little while. There are many of these memorable bits that I believe will ever be a part of me. The meanings that they carry, no matter how many times I try bury or even rationalise, murky waters never seem to settle. It haunts me when that very period flashed by.

I should have stood by her side through thick and thin. I admit now I am indeed self centred, I thought of no one but my very self.

I seek closure, for this has haunted me for way too long. I don’t know how to.

She meant a lot to me and still does even more, in fond memories.