Memories

Too painfull to remember, too memorable to forget.

Blink,
4 years now.

This is when we were suppose to meet and decide.

27th July 2003, remember her text, remember my call, remember the winter.

Somewhere in Oct same year, what I typed was colder than what I said.

Sometime last fucking year, angry exchange over overseas lines.

Somehow we appologised months later, but things were never the same again.

"Look me up if you happen to be in KL." I said, she laughed.


Blink again.
It all comes clear, "Nah, I don't think so" she said.