pain

I get thoughts tainted with voilence and death when things like this happen. Why must this happen at the very final semester? I worked so hard to redeem myself and they put a bullet through my head, a dagger right through my heart. Don't they know how much pain and suffering I had to battle to just to find the will to go on each day for the past many years? Some people do not deserve to live, some slowly lose the will to and some will take all of those who have inflicted pain onto him or her along.