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The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
can't sleep

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
a lil

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hate migraines

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..maybe it's because of the nightmare i had last night

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strange one

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from what i recall

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i remembered it being me in the airport and got myself a plane ticket to london

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the uk actually

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not london

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and i just flew there, i felt extremely frustrated and i just did it, got a ticket and a flight out

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when i arrived in the uk, i looked around for a while

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trying to find my mate's place, but somehow he's not there

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but somehow i had the keys to his sweet bmw

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i took it out for a spin, i liked it

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and i stopped at a suburb, alil country side feel to it... then it all hit me,
questions " i'm lost, how did i get my plane ticket, how did i pay for it? did i even pay for it? I dun have any cash... where am i gonna stay? how do i get back and it will be cold when it gets dark". while these questions were playing in my head, i follow an asian lady, and went back to town but i was still so confused

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...i was practically screaming in my head till i work up, not because i scream but my thoughts were so intense

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when i woke up, it was still dark

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no idea, idnd't wanna know

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all i know was i was still in the state of shock

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there is so much frustration and insecurity in me right now

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that's what i thought ot myself.. and to remember the dream

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and if i remember correctly, i was dreaming baout being in a forienge country lost as well

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everywhere

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questions ---

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
questions i ask myself one time many too often

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where do i stand in society

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
why am i not moving forward

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why am i lonely

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what happened that made me stay away from ppl, i get uncomfy in crowds

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i dunno how and i dunno what to do

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i tried taking more laidback step and let things come if they do

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but i get very frustrated cos often they don't

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not the way i like them to

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then i blame myself for not trying hard enough

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i'm not gettting sastifaction from what i do, eventhough i know i'm doing it very good, like my job

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for a trainee to have the same amount of authority maybe even more than a grad archi?

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
think i'm doing helluva well

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still i don't feel sastified

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still i don't feel sastified

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
still i don;t feel sastified

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
i'm upset because i am no longer high flying

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i'm upset because no one knows me anymore

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i'm upset because there are only a handful of numbers i can call

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i'm upset because my phone doesn't ring as often as it used to

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i'm upset because i do not have a hard time choosing where to be on a friday night

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i'm upset because the girls that are attracted to me i am not attracted to

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i do

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i can;t

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and it's more than the job

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...even in uni

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i am not who i am anymore

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sad

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don't know what to do, where to begin with

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
i dun see the excitement in life anymore

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i get so pissed off when i see groups of ppl hanging out together simpky because i've only got one handful of ppl whom i've know since "those days"
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i screwed up so much

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i screwed up so much that it's so hard for me to redeem myself, to even convince myself

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how can i not?

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not like this

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it;s not work ---

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i screwed up when i gave everyone the "fuck off, i'm the dude" attitude back in college

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i gave the "i dun care what u think, screw up, ur insignificant"

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i gave the "ken, fuck u, u can fuck off because i get the girl not u"

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it's just that it's so hard getting back at one's feet again

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
certain things only happens at certain period of our lives

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and i clearly missed an important one

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
.........u hit the bull's eve

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i am frustrated because i am being treated as one, a commoner

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sorry for the constant ranting ---

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
head's been playing yoyo with my grey cells

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
i rant too much yea?

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trying too

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trying very hard to

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but u know, when i don;t see results, i get really upset

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very

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i get what i need, but not what i want

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and when it goes on for long enough, i get very angry

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thanks ---

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
it's hard when so much had happened, so much

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thinkk i've already burst a capillary or two

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it's so hard to live a honest life

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or even try to

The Unknown - Seems that all are quiet says:
nice guys finish last