and another conversation
A says:
why 5 yrs jo
A says:
thats when you just settle in here carrier wise
The Unknown says:
beacuse any sooner and there will be too mcuh what ifs
The Unknown says:
and joe
The Unknown says:
that 5 years
The Unknown says:
the decission to move back to aus is also the decission that i've had it with the whole career thing
The Unknown says:
you know me
The Unknown says:
as in, if i were to move back to aus
The Unknown says:
it's a decission that money and career isn't gonna make me happy
The Unknown says:
i'm fucking it big time
The Unknown says:
if i move back to melb, it'll be a small firm
A says:
if i were you i'd do it sooner than 5 yrs i i am
The Unknown says:
and i'll take life slow
A says:
if i am
The Unknown says:
i can't help it
The Unknown says:
i need to know for sure i won;'t be happy here
The Unknown says:
that's y 5
The Unknown says:
that's when my career will at least reach a reasonable stage
A says:
right
The Unknown says:
where hopefully i'll be successful
The Unknown says:
then i can decided
The Unknown says:
if that is really what i want
The Unknown says:
getting old etc
The Unknown says:
i don't feel that's relavent anymore
The Unknown says:
it;s way past for me
The Unknown says:
frankly
A says:
what is?
The Unknown says:
way past
The Unknown says:
youth
The Unknown says:
or doing things at this age
A says:
jo its clearly over
The Unknown says:
to me i've written it off already
The Unknown says:
yea wei
The Unknown says:
so it doesn't matter
A says:
25 max cut off
The Unknown says:
age doesn't matter
The Unknown says:
so i'm gonna go get the career
The Unknown says:
and then once there
The Unknown says:
i can decided if it is gonna make me happy
The Unknown says:
if i decide no
The Unknown says:
then it's melb
The Unknown says:
and fuck all
The Unknown says:
as in, forget the money
The Unknown says:
forget the status
The Unknown says:
just me, the morning papers and a good glass of latte
A says:
aiyo
The Unknown says:
least i know i've been there and i didn't find it as important as i thought it was
The Unknown says:
that's for my own good sleep at night
The Unknown says:
i won't have to worry bout my parents, they have enough
The Unknown says:
so screw it
A says:
yala
The Unknown says:
the first class honours thing was a wake up call
The Unknown says:
i though uni, if i can ace it, it'll be happier
The Unknown says:
in fact
A says:
in wat way
The Unknown says:
everything worked out
The Unknown says:
aced uni
The Unknown says:
that paved the way for a good paying job
The Unknown says:
oportunities
A says:
nah jo thats gone with the youth
The Unknown says:
actually no
The Unknown says:
it;s a relief
The Unknown says:
but it sure wasn't happiness
The Unknown says:
no fella, no fellos, no shits
The Unknown says:
i'm getting very very worried here
The Unknown says:
i don't wanna die an unhappy bugger
The Unknown says:
filthy rich but unhappy
A says:
jo no point worrying bro
The Unknown says:
richard cory
The Unknown says:
i don't wanna be a richard cory
A says:
nah dont think in those terms
The Unknown says:
you know richard cory?
A says:
no bro who the fuck's he
The Unknown says:
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/s/simon+and+garfunkel/richard+cory_20124655.html
The Unknown says:
read
The Unknown says:
i seriously don't wanna be richard cory though i could see it could easily end up so, countinuing this path i've chosen jo
A says:
huh
A says:
aiyo
The Unknown says:
"oh, he surely must be happy with everything he's got" ... 'richard cory went home last night and put a bullet rhru his head"
The Unknown says:
so if i were to chose
The Unknown says:
as in
The Unknown says:
in 5 yers time
The Unknown says:
and i know that money and career is not waht i seek
The Unknown says:
then i'm leaving for aus
The Unknown says:
and seek none of them
The Unknown says:
and just live like a normal bugger
The Unknown says:
quiet
A says:
jo there always has to be a balance
The Unknown says:
lonely but try my best to see the little things in life
The Unknown says:
the walks in the park
The Unknown says:
those sorts
The Unknown says:
that said
The Unknown says:
i thought i spoke to u about this
A says:
just doe or just fello or just friends or just career wont do any good
The Unknown says:
in 5 yers if i can choose
The Unknown says:
means that i would ahve made it pretty good career wise
The Unknown says:
meaning i would ahve an amount of doe
A says:
ya
The Unknown says:
that goes into the asset collumn
The Unknown says:
and that would contribute to my income in aus
The Unknown says:
actaullly
The Unknown says:
it's kinda like a very very early retirement
The Unknown says:
sorta
A says:
aiyo
The Unknown says:
from a high flying career into a slower one
The Unknown says:
seriously the money and career maybe isn't all too cut out for me
A says:
give up
A says:
hands up
The Unknown says:
more of like switch hands
The Unknown says:
coffee to milk
The Unknown says:
ciggies to chocolates
The Unknown says:
based on the fact
The Unknown says:
i know what it's like
A says:
what you mean the money/career aint cut out for you
The Unknown says:
becuse i've been there
A says:
what do you want jo
The Unknown says:
peace of mind
The Unknown says:
comfort bro
The Unknown says:
comfort
The Unknown says:
i wanna walk down the bloody street without a million things in my mind
The Unknown says:
without thinking eh, all the money i have but no fello
The Unknown says:
those sorts of shits
The Unknown says:
becaus serious
The Unknown says:
there's alot of shits money can buy
A says:
what makes you think you'll achieve that in aus as opposed to anywhere else
The Unknown says:
and power can get
The Unknown says:
but there's alot of shits both cant get u either
The Unknown says:
because i'm familiar witht he place
The Unknown says:
and i found peace there jsut before i came back
The Unknown says:
it's somewhere i am comfortable not being on top
A says:
so u mean u dont wnat to have the feeling of owning a clk but no house
A says:
?
The Unknown says:
if i had made the choice
The Unknown says:
it means that i dun give a damn about the clk anymore
The Unknown says:
i just want a decent place, basic but not fucked to live
The Unknown says:
and public transport's fine for the weekdays
A says:
jo in 5 yrs your views on melb wld've change
A says:
d
The Unknown says:
i'll get a 190 e
A says:
hell the whole damn place wouldve changed
The Unknown says:
the point is
The Unknown says:
i'm not too sure bout the doe and sucess thing
The Unknown says:
i am having serious doubts now
A says:
right
The Unknown says:
it could very well mean nothing
A says:
could well jo
The Unknown says:
the man selling u drinks and wantan mee at the roadsid is way happier bro
A says:
but its not like we hava choice here
The Unknown says:
nope
The Unknown says:
we don't
The Unknown says:
hence
The Unknown says:
the 5 years
A says:
its not like were choosing doe over frineds or fello
The Unknown says:
here, i'm chosing doe & career or life
The Unknown says:
i'm jsut not too sure right now if they both can't really exist together here
A says:
true but as much as you want to you cant be that wantan mee seller
The Unknown says:
hence the 5 yers is to find out
The Unknown says:
joe
The Unknown says:
i can't over here
The Unknown says:
but i just very could in aus
A says:
somesort
The Unknown says:
simply beacause there's no link
The Unknown says:
not here, here's there's already a preconception
A says:
i must say things seems like a dead end in kl
The Unknown says:
overthere none joe
The Unknown says:
career wise it's bright
A says:
you either have it or you dont
The Unknown says:
but that's about it
The Unknown says:
yea wei
The Unknown says:
so i wanna take the 5 years to truely evaluate
The Unknown says:
if say moneya ndc career comes in, will my life improve
The Unknown says:
and will those improvements if any will make me any happier
The Unknown says:
if i find out i gotten the 1 series
The Unknown says:
the mont kiara unit
The Unknown says:
and my own shits running (will ahev to be)
The Unknown says:
and i still am feeling dead
The Unknown says:
then it's calito's way "ok folks.... it's time to go"
The Unknown says:
it's the easy life in melb
The Unknown says:
because seriously
The Unknown says:
joe
The Unknown says:
mont kiara, 1 series, great flying career, and still feeling dead
The Unknown says:
something is terribly wrong wei
The Unknown says:
and i bet u
The Unknown says:
if i let all of that go then and go to aus
The Unknown says:
i won't bat an eye over those chaps with the clk
The Unknown says:
beause as much as i know it could possibly make them happy, it can't make me happy
The Unknown says:
think this all make sense doesn't it?
The Unknown says:
been thinking heaps wei
A says:
pretty deep jo
A says:
but you cant say just yet
The Unknown says:
hence the 5 years la
A says:
might just be the syndrome of the past overshadawing your life to such an extent
The Unknown says:
call it a decission made over a long process
The Unknown says:
could be
The Unknown says:
but the bottom line is
The Unknown says:
whatever it is that makes me happy
A says:
that even after achieving your 'dreams' your still clouded in shit
The Unknown says:
well
The Unknown says:
i can;t stand still and drown in it right?
The Unknown says:
if things are fucked, then move on, next best solution then
The Unknown says:
i ain't B man
A says:
huh
The Unknown says:
drown in it
The Unknown says:
then fool myself into believing i'm better than the creatures living below
The Unknown says:
fuck that
The Unknown says:
things are very very muddled here for me
The Unknown says:
and the only way for me to carry on is to make contingencies / plans
The Unknown says:
at least that sets a path for me to pace, knowing i can choose in the end
The Unknown says:
i'm gonna call it a night bro
The Unknown says:
where u at now in transit?
A says:
and better catch my plane
The Unknown says:
safe flight
The Unknown says:
catch u at the next transit point hah!
A says:
yala
A says:
whole life transit
A says:
could be in the bahamas and i wouldnt know
A says:
dubai
The Unknown says:
right
The Unknown says:
don;t forget the moet and chocolates for your fella
The Unknown says:
ciaos wei
A says:
aiyo ya i bettter
The Unknown says:
laters
A says:
sure thing get some rest
A says:
l8r bro
why 5 yrs jo
A says:
thats when you just settle in here carrier wise
The Unknown says:
beacuse any sooner and there will be too mcuh what ifs
The Unknown says:
and joe
The Unknown says:
that 5 years
The Unknown says:
the decission to move back to aus is also the decission that i've had it with the whole career thing
The Unknown says:
you know me
The Unknown says:
as in, if i were to move back to aus
The Unknown says:
it's a decission that money and career isn't gonna make me happy
The Unknown says:
i'm fucking it big time
The Unknown says:
if i move back to melb, it'll be a small firm
A says:
if i were you i'd do it sooner than 5 yrs i i am
The Unknown says:
and i'll take life slow
A says:
if i am
The Unknown says:
i can't help it
The Unknown says:
i need to know for sure i won;'t be happy here
The Unknown says:
that's y 5
The Unknown says:
that's when my career will at least reach a reasonable stage
A says:
right
The Unknown says:
where hopefully i'll be successful
The Unknown says:
then i can decided
The Unknown says:
if that is really what i want
The Unknown says:
getting old etc
The Unknown says:
i don't feel that's relavent anymore
The Unknown says:
it;s way past for me
The Unknown says:
frankly
A says:
what is?
The Unknown says:
way past
The Unknown says:
youth
The Unknown says:
or doing things at this age
A says:
jo its clearly over
The Unknown says:
to me i've written it off already
The Unknown says:
yea wei
The Unknown says:
so it doesn't matter
A says:
25 max cut off
The Unknown says:
age doesn't matter
The Unknown says:
so i'm gonna go get the career
The Unknown says:
and then once there
The Unknown says:
i can decided if it is gonna make me happy
The Unknown says:
if i decide no
The Unknown says:
then it's melb
The Unknown says:
and fuck all
The Unknown says:
as in, forget the money
The Unknown says:
forget the status
The Unknown says:
just me, the morning papers and a good glass of latte
A says:
aiyo
The Unknown says:
least i know i've been there and i didn't find it as important as i thought it was
The Unknown says:
that's for my own good sleep at night
The Unknown says:
i won't have to worry bout my parents, they have enough
The Unknown says:
so screw it
A says:
yala
The Unknown says:
the first class honours thing was a wake up call
The Unknown says:
i though uni, if i can ace it, it'll be happier
The Unknown says:
in fact
A says:
in wat way
The Unknown says:
everything worked out
The Unknown says:
aced uni
The Unknown says:
that paved the way for a good paying job
The Unknown says:
oportunities
A says:
nah jo thats gone with the youth
The Unknown says:
actually no
The Unknown says:
it;s a relief
The Unknown says:
but it sure wasn't happiness
The Unknown says:
no fella, no fellos, no shits
The Unknown says:
i'm getting very very worried here
The Unknown says:
i don't wanna die an unhappy bugger
The Unknown says:
filthy rich but unhappy
A says:
jo no point worrying bro
The Unknown says:
richard cory
The Unknown says:
i don't wanna be a richard cory
A says:
nah dont think in those terms
The Unknown says:
you know richard cory?
A says:
no bro who the fuck's he
The Unknown says:
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/s/simon+and+garfunkel/richard+cory_20124655.html
The Unknown says:
read
The Unknown says:
i seriously don't wanna be richard cory though i could see it could easily end up so, countinuing this path i've chosen jo
A says:
huh
A says:
aiyo
The Unknown says:
"oh, he surely must be happy with everything he's got" ... 'richard cory went home last night and put a bullet rhru his head"
The Unknown says:
so if i were to chose
The Unknown says:
as in
The Unknown says:
in 5 yers time
The Unknown says:
and i know that money and career is not waht i seek
The Unknown says:
then i'm leaving for aus
The Unknown says:
and seek none of them
The Unknown says:
and just live like a normal bugger
The Unknown says:
quiet
A says:
jo there always has to be a balance
The Unknown says:
lonely but try my best to see the little things in life
The Unknown says:
the walks in the park
The Unknown says:
those sorts
The Unknown says:
that said
The Unknown says:
i thought i spoke to u about this
A says:
just doe or just fello or just friends or just career wont do any good
The Unknown says:
in 5 yers if i can choose
The Unknown says:
means that i would ahve made it pretty good career wise
The Unknown says:
meaning i would ahve an amount of doe
A says:
ya
The Unknown says:
that goes into the asset collumn
The Unknown says:
and that would contribute to my income in aus
The Unknown says:
actaullly
The Unknown says:
it's kinda like a very very early retirement
The Unknown says:
sorta
A says:
aiyo
The Unknown says:
from a high flying career into a slower one
The Unknown says:
seriously the money and career maybe isn't all too cut out for me
A says:
give up
A says:
hands up
The Unknown says:
more of like switch hands
The Unknown says:
coffee to milk
The Unknown says:
ciggies to chocolates
The Unknown says:
based on the fact
The Unknown says:
i know what it's like
A says:
what you mean the money/career aint cut out for you
The Unknown says:
becuse i've been there
A says:
what do you want jo
The Unknown says:
peace of mind
The Unknown says:
comfort bro
The Unknown says:
comfort
The Unknown says:
i wanna walk down the bloody street without a million things in my mind
The Unknown says:
without thinking eh, all the money i have but no fello
The Unknown says:
those sorts of shits
The Unknown says:
becaus serious
The Unknown says:
there's alot of shits money can buy
A says:
what makes you think you'll achieve that in aus as opposed to anywhere else
The Unknown says:
and power can get
The Unknown says:
but there's alot of shits both cant get u either
The Unknown says:
because i'm familiar witht he place
The Unknown says:
and i found peace there jsut before i came back
The Unknown says:
it's somewhere i am comfortable not being on top
A says:
so u mean u dont wnat to have the feeling of owning a clk but no house
A says:
?
The Unknown says:
if i had made the choice
The Unknown says:
it means that i dun give a damn about the clk anymore
The Unknown says:
i just want a decent place, basic but not fucked to live
The Unknown says:
and public transport's fine for the weekdays
A says:
jo in 5 yrs your views on melb wld've change
A says:
d
The Unknown says:
i'll get a 190 e
A says:
hell the whole damn place wouldve changed
The Unknown says:
the point is
The Unknown says:
i'm not too sure bout the doe and sucess thing
The Unknown says:
i am having serious doubts now
A says:
right
The Unknown says:
it could very well mean nothing
A says:
could well jo
The Unknown says:
the man selling u drinks and wantan mee at the roadsid is way happier bro
A says:
but its not like we hava choice here
The Unknown says:
nope
The Unknown says:
we don't
The Unknown says:
hence
The Unknown says:
the 5 years
A says:
its not like were choosing doe over frineds or fello
The Unknown says:
here, i'm chosing doe & career or life
The Unknown says:
i'm jsut not too sure right now if they both can't really exist together here
A says:
true but as much as you want to you cant be that wantan mee seller
The Unknown says:
hence the 5 yers is to find out
The Unknown says:
joe
The Unknown says:
i can't over here
The Unknown says:
but i just very could in aus
A says:
somesort
The Unknown says:
simply beacause there's no link
The Unknown says:
not here, here's there's already a preconception
A says:
i must say things seems like a dead end in kl
The Unknown says:
overthere none joe
The Unknown says:
career wise it's bright
A says:
you either have it or you dont
The Unknown says:
but that's about it
The Unknown says:
yea wei
The Unknown says:
so i wanna take the 5 years to truely evaluate
The Unknown says:
if say moneya ndc career comes in, will my life improve
The Unknown says:
and will those improvements if any will make me any happier
The Unknown says:
if i find out i gotten the 1 series
The Unknown says:
the mont kiara unit
The Unknown says:
and my own shits running (will ahev to be)
The Unknown says:
and i still am feeling dead
The Unknown says:
then it's calito's way "ok folks.... it's time to go"
The Unknown says:
it's the easy life in melb
The Unknown says:
because seriously
The Unknown says:
joe
The Unknown says:
mont kiara, 1 series, great flying career, and still feeling dead
The Unknown says:
something is terribly wrong wei
The Unknown says:
and i bet u
The Unknown says:
if i let all of that go then and go to aus
The Unknown says:
i won't bat an eye over those chaps with the clk
The Unknown says:
beause as much as i know it could possibly make them happy, it can't make me happy
The Unknown says:
think this all make sense doesn't it?
The Unknown says:
been thinking heaps wei
A says:
pretty deep jo
A says:
but you cant say just yet
The Unknown says:
hence the 5 years la
A says:
might just be the syndrome of the past overshadawing your life to such an extent
The Unknown says:
call it a decission made over a long process
The Unknown says:
could be
The Unknown says:
but the bottom line is
The Unknown says:
whatever it is that makes me happy
A says:
that even after achieving your 'dreams' your still clouded in shit
The Unknown says:
well
The Unknown says:
i can;t stand still and drown in it right?
The Unknown says:
if things are fucked, then move on, next best solution then
The Unknown says:
i ain't B man
A says:
huh
The Unknown says:
drown in it
The Unknown says:
then fool myself into believing i'm better than the creatures living below
The Unknown says:
fuck that
The Unknown says:
things are very very muddled here for me
The Unknown says:
and the only way for me to carry on is to make contingencies / plans
The Unknown says:
at least that sets a path for me to pace, knowing i can choose in the end
The Unknown says:
i'm gonna call it a night bro
The Unknown says:
where u at now in transit?
A says:
and better catch my plane
The Unknown says:
safe flight
The Unknown says:
catch u at the next transit point hah!
A says:
yala
A says:
whole life transit
A says:
could be in the bahamas and i wouldnt know
A says:
dubai
The Unknown says:
right
The Unknown says:
don;t forget the moet and chocolates for your fella
The Unknown says:
ciaos wei
A says:
aiyo ya i bettter
The Unknown says:
laters
A says:
sure thing get some rest
A says:
l8r bro
2 Comments:
hello hello :)
u hav great MSN conversations.. btw
i have similar thoughts re staying in malaysia vs going elsewhere.. everyday i work in the govt n see the flaws in their work culture.. everyday i read the news especially with elections coming up.. i dun think this is a suitable place for me to grow old in...
my cut off is in abt 2 years time.. thats when my compulsory service ends.. if by then i have not met the husband and some kids along the way here.. then its bag-packing time :D
but hey, hang in there you.. no sense not enjoying ur 5 years along the way..
melissa :)
the very thing is... i'm not enjoying it right now, hence the 5 years to see if the dust really settles and things will be a lil bit more optimistic. that make sense yea?
how's your house???? you owe me pics!
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