south

It is only a matter of time before I start to twirl into in a downwards spiral. Yet again, it is caused by the same old ad nausea agendas that have never really been resolved. Only God knows how long I’ll live like this, managing every bit of this side of my life like a disease, the terminal kind. I have had it with looking for a way out, 3 years in the making and none came to light. I hope the end do come soon, to either; this or life because clearly in the state I’m in, I’m not living.