Doubts are bad

I never realised how difficult it is to be in a relationship. Maybe its because I hadn't been in one for 6 years, never knew it would be that long. What are the expectations, what are her expectations?? Plus distance isn't helping at all, she being stuck out there in the wide open country while i'm in the city. Thank God her rotation ends this week and she'll be back in melbourne for a 10 weeks at least. I really pray that we would know for sure where this relationship is headed once she's back. I do miss her.