Cardigone

Curveballs. Life just gotta throw you curveballs. Something's really wrong with me as in there has been a prolonged pain near where my kidneys are. The doctor reckons it's just a pulled muscle but I doubt it. I'll be booking in an ultrasonic scan on Monday to check if everything's fine. Seriously, I'm worried shit but I'll just try to keep as positive as possible.

The other thing's that been bothering me is Ms cardigan girl. Had a bit of time to talk with her a lil more today and honestly, I couldn't see even the slightest hint of interest. I'll most probably will write off the possibility of courting her. It's not about being able to effortlessly be in a relationship, unless I'm willing to put up with a less than ideal one but I'm just the sort that if I can't see any hint of potential success I won't wanna invest my time, effort and feelings into her.

The other girl, who's taken, I could definitely see myself being with her but well, guess that's why she's already taken.

Good guys finish last boys, as good girls will never stay single for too long!